I’ve been feeling so motivated lately. My motivation has really skyrocketed in the last 2 weeks. Ever since the new moon, something inside of me just switched on. My depressive thoughts have gone away. I’m working towards my goals again. I feel happy, have energy and just feel plain good. I do, at times, still feel depressive thoughts slip in, but I quickly override them. I won’t allow myself to go back to feeling that way. I matter, my goals matter, and I will make a difference. Even if it’s only for myself, or a few people. Writing makes me feel good. So putting these blog posts out there really help motivate me to be better. And I hope I can motivate a few others along the way.
fitness update: I’m currently crushing my goals. I’m down 2 pounds since I started. I’m soooo close to my goal weight. Which is what I weighed when I got pregnant. And I feel GREAT!! Once I hit that goal I’m on to the next one…
I’m really starting to look at things in the world differently too. I feel like the veil has sort of been lifted from my eyes. I’m ‘waking up’ as people say. It’s been great but it’s also pretty terrifying to really see the world for what it is, and what’s going on in the deep state. It just makes me want to shine my light even more. I do believe the good and the light will prevail any evil and darkness this world has. So we all just need to keep shining and loving others, and not give up on each other. God will win! Love will win!
This is a little different from my other posts but these are things I think about most days. Luckily my husband is just as much into conspiracy as I am. And honestly, I don’t think most of it is conspiracy. I think it’s factual. People are just so closed off from believe it or seeing it for what it is. Anyway, now that everyone thinks I’m going crazy! haha!
Love yourself and love others. Keep working towards your goals and what you believe in. Be true to yourself.
Thanks for reading. 🙂